4 January 2011

Some people believe that i am so strong
But the truth is...i am
But it still crash when i see my kids
They suffer...more than i do
I can hold on...to make them strong is the hardest thing to do
I cant stop my tears from falling every time i look them in the eye
I see those pain, those whom, they may not realize that
But i am a mother...i now them better then anyone else


Sometimes i just want to erase everything about the past
But my heart wont let it...
How ever, he always be part of me
We had bound for the rest of our lives
The Kids...
I cant destroy their memories about their father

Ya Allah...
Gave me strength to carry on
I will never know what would future bring me to
I just let it all in Your Hand Allah
Only You who really know about my heart, my pain, my disappointed
And i believe Only You who can cure me
With Your Way...
Ya Allah...Let You to be my Guide...
Ammiin...

 

3 January 2012

New Year...
Still remember you
Could never really get you out of my heart

I want to tell you, something happens in the last few days
I meet someone...
Remember the butterfly in my stomach?
First time i felt that while you r still in my life
29 December 2011...yes that day
I felt that butterfly in my stomach all day long...because of you
Now i felt that again...for this someone new
*smile*
You are irreplaceable AP...
You are the first one since 13years of my life that can steal my heart away
Never enough time for you to know me better
But if you knew, once i gave my heart, you will always have it
You may never know this, but it is oke
I learn to give without taken...only to you.
I love you...