I kept all the chat with you, i read it a million times.
At the beginning of the early destruction of me,
Those short words in your message,
The wise quotes that you send to me,
Feels like a spray of water in the heat of the sunburn.
If you ever know how much it all mean to me...
I am so grateful for each second while i can read all those words that you wrote for me
Even if it only say...'ok' or ':)' or 'tq ya' or...*smile while my face full of tears*
Every single word from you could put back smile and tears at the same time on my face.
How could i ever forget you...!
You came in to my life in the most critical moment...
You know everything about me,
You said you know my pain, you can feel my heart,
And you offer me your shoulder for me to cry, or even just lay down when i got tired,
You said..."everything is gonna be okay, i am here for you"
You hold me...i feel so comfort in you arms, feels like all my trouble fade away...
I feel peace beside you...
Ya Allah...
I miss him so much...i want you to hold my hand again
and said "everything will be alright"
Ya Allah...
I want his heart...but it will never come true
His a good guy...
and i'll never think to turn my self to become the person that i hate so much
Ya Allah...his heart is so beautiful...and he will always be my heart...
I would not stop saying to my self everyday...that i miss him so much...
You are my heart -AP-
